Hello, my dear blog..
Haven't seen you in such a long time. It's actually been, what - more than five years? And I know that I'm not forgiven for abandoning you. But you know, life happens and you get too busy or just dry out of words to form meaningful sentences or just move on and forget to write those words down to the thoughts you're carrying around with you from day to day.

Just wanted to tell you that I miss the younger me to whom you were the best friend with whom to share the important bits and events that were happening all around. Starting from the sad-music-loving girl in DK, who so steadily and stupidly fell in love and eventually broke her own heart on something that was never meant to happen.. Who spent time channeling feelings in cartoon-drawings, listening to an awful lot of music, taking pictures of her room, socks, the view outside the window and what else not. Who was busy trying to figure life out, worry about things that matter. To the girl who surprisingly found good friends in colleagues in her first steady job (without whom I wouldn't probably be where I am right now - for better or for worse..)

Tell her I said hi! That hopefully one day we'll see each other again. When I'll get rid of the lurking sleep disorders who are fault that I can't fall asleep for the second day in a row, even though I'm dead tired of the last bloody days at work. When I will stop worrying and beating myslelf up about things that are simply not worth it. When I find my way back to the creative side, as small that might be.

One day...

The miniature snowflakes outside are getting back to their dance in the dimmed streetlight. There's something very soothing and calming about that sight. Maybe I will fall asleep soon.

Goodnight, my old friend.

A.